I found peace

          A few days ago, I prayed Zohor in tears. My vision blurred from tears clogging my eyes as I struggled to read my duaas. My duaas, were whispered in hiccups; I had to do many double takes as I struggled to choke my words out.As I lay my nose and forehead flat to the ground, I involuntary released another round of sobs. I stood up for my second rakaat with fresh tears on where my forehead was earlier. It was absolutely painful; but I've found my peace since then.

This is not the most positive of openers, but I'll be damned if this was not the most honest thing I've written.